Of course I'm happy. No. I was happy. Because somehow I realize. This is feel like cheating. I'm not happy at all. This is not true. This is a lie. I show a lie. and I can't do something to fix it. There's nothing I could do. So frustrating. This white lie.
At first, you didn't know anything. Just keep on going with the flow. But after that you feel something wrong, scream: "No. This is not true." you heard something like that. Telling you again and again. Repeat it in your mind. And it makes you can't stop thinking about it.
Time for you to decide:
"This is true or not?"
"Really this is true."
"No this is not."
Arguing with yourself, whether it's true or not. Your mind trying to make a doze of excuse, trying to tell; "It's okay. It's true." But another part of you keep telling that this is not true.
It makes you hard to decide.
Yes, really hard to decide. So hard.
I'm telling you:
"It is White Lie after all"
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